About Time I Got Some Perspective.
It's times like these when the slightest thing can make you realize what you've got & what you could lose.
Life's to short to worry about things that just aren't worth it, if something going to happen it will you can't change it.
I've learned to appreciate everything I have because without it I wouldn't be me.
I've realized I take my best friend for granted and I pick at stupid little things between us that cause arguments when the bare truth is I don't know what I would do if I lost her.
My family, yea they hurt me but everyone deserves a second chance & even though im gonna have to find a lot of strength to be able to face it again, I will because I don't wanna be the reason for losing people I love. I've finally felt free since I havn't been there because im slowly starting to get over something that has had a big impact on me, but at the cost of losing people. I guess if people knew they wouldn't make me do something I'd regret but I can't let it get to me I have lived with it this long and now as im finally getting over it maybe it's my chance to build a few bridges. It's a hard thing to forget and there is no way in hell I will ever forgive or forget for that but I shouldn't punish everyone for it.