Everytime = ]

He still makes me smile everytime & he still makes me feel safe & wanted.

I know people don't beleive it when I say it anymore, but he does.

The last time I just caught up in having someone new interested in me, someone my bestfriend kept telling me was better & sooner or later I begin to believe it, because her opinion does matter to me.

But it can't take away from what I felt before & now all that's over, just like I said, I've gone back to how I felt before.

I still get the butterflies for him, I lied about the other, I never acctually got butterflies for him I just thought that's what everyone wanted to hear.

I guess when they say follow your heart not your head because my head got me messed round but my heart is just waiting on something that could or could not happen. I guess either way I lose atm, Just got to wait and see. But I'd choose him anyday, don't ask me why because I couldn't really tell you, I just get goose bumps when he's around me & he knows that. He just need's to let me know now.